hello there, i guess you'd never have expected to see this. but anyway i just wanted to pop by since i haven't been talking to you much. hope school's been fine for you, and do play hard while studying hard also :) you know what made me come here was also because before this i went to the twofaithforum and i just realised how time flies, really. it's stupid to keep thinking of sec two and wishing we could go back to then, but it was really great fun back then. those were the days, don't you agree. okay i don't mean to become nostalgic and all. just wanted to let you know (although i'm sure you alr know heehee) that you are a really special special special friend and even though we don't really talk much nowadays, we both know there's still our black-white friendship staying strong :) i can't say i'm not sad about leaving stnicks cos it holds just so much memories of everyone and everything, but i know the day i leave i'll leave a happy girl cos here i found many special friends. including you (aww.) <3 i love you my special friend. see you around!
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xx 2031 hours
audrey chong jiawen :)
i was seriously really really really really touched when you messaged last night. made me realise how foolish i had been, falling out with you for no apparent reason. how stupid. and we just wasted a few months of completely ignoring each other and not talking at all. still remember when we got our class postings we were both really sad cos we got splited up. all those talk about never leaving each other seemed so convincing. then all this stuff happened. yet you still considered me as a good friend. like i told you, the games carnival match made me really upset and i began to regret everything. and then you messaged and made my day :) glad things are gna be back to normal, finally. i told winnie i've learnt to treasure you guys more, and i'll tell you the same thing too. i feel really really blessed now yknow. haha, great birthday present you two gave. see lah, now we've only one year plus till we get split up, AGAIN. unless we go to the same jc though. will never regret patching up with you, and thanks for making the first move. ILY! :)
yeah i know it hurts, yeah i know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where. don't you hang your head don't you give up yet when courage starts to disappear i will be right here.
when your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around. when your dreams give out i will carry you, carry you. when the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. when you're falling behind, i will carry you.
everybody cries, everybody bleeds, no one ever said that lifes an easy thing. thats the beauty of it, when you lose your way, close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.
you should know now that you're not alone. take my heart and we will find, you will find, your way home.
when your dreams give out i will carry you, carry you. when the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. when you're falling behind, i will carry you, carry you, i will carry you, carry you, i will carry you, carry you, i will carry you.
SARAHKOAY OFFICIALLY LOVES AUDREYCHONG, AGAIN :)
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xx 1808 hours
AUDREY
everybody's got something they had to leave behind
one regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
there's no use looking back or wondering
how it could be now or might have been
oh this i know but still i can't find ways to let you go
i've never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be with you
somewhere in my memory
i've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never because yesterday is all that fills my mind
there's no use looking back or wondering
how it could be now or might have been
oh this i know but still i can't find ways to let you go
i've never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be
you'll always be the dream that fills my head
yes you will, say you will, you know you will
oh baby, you'll always be the one i know i'll never forget
there's no use looking back or wondering
because love is a strange and funny thing
no matter how i try and try i just can't say goodbye
no no no no
i've never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you
even though i pretend that i've moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will always be
a part of me will always be with you
thanks for being there throughout 2004 :D
the failed attempts of gg for cip
the failed attempts of gg out
the smiles
the corny jokes
the webcam conferences
the silly convos
the type out math-solutions-for-me sessions
the pettigrew
the heilaoshu
and recently BLACKIE
and thn the formation of lazypettihei
thanks for all you've done, thanks for all the memories.
cheer up and smile like you always do
just call my name and i'll be there for you.
SARAHKOAY OFFICIALLY LOVES AUDREYCHONG :D
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xx 2312 hours